Thursday, January 29, 2009

Amazing Life: Day I saw an Angel

I knew she was somewhere..just waiting like me...thinking about the day that we may finally meet..but i guess neither of us thought that we might meet so soon...Anyway this story is going to one of those modern stories which wont be told by grandparents to their grandchildren..but its still going to be something I will never forget..

I love the song 'pale wasana r*nm*lee' i just like the melody, the lyrics..and for some reason i searched that lovely name on facebook..and there she was...with her chin on her hand..the cutest photo i've seen..I added her as a friend..and unlike most other profiles i was able to view it without being a friend..so i just took a glimpse at the pictures that were there...WOW!! they looked really attractive..SO i took a dare and sent her a message saying that i would like to get to know her..and that association there led us to 26th of January 2009...

I woke up to see if there were any big pimples on my face..because thats what happens when i am getting ready for something big..luckily no visible threats..but I did have to spend a considerable amount of time in the bathroom due to nervous bowels...i mean how can i not be nervous?? after 5 months of chatting and talking..experiencing the attraction from a distance, now its the real thing..obviously it was scaring me...

Since I study in Wellawatte I had to make sure I had ample time to get to a caravan near kolpetty..our morning lecturer was absent..but due to these crappy emails, she managed to send us the tutorial which we had to complete by 12..right..a deadline..i think I can make it, it had to be mailed to her by 12..and worst part is my unseen beauty queen said if we dont meet today then we wont meet forever!! my goodness!! so I started doin the excel NPV calculations..but the only calcutaion working inside me was her..I was structuring her face inside my head of how it will look like...i had no idea what to expect...I managed to complete the tutorial by 11.30..then the lecturer has sent another one which i had to submit by 5!! man this technology!!! so i had to get home soon to finish that..

I stepped out of IIT not knowing what to expect..and the fact that I didnt know whre her classes were, was bugging me real bad..but i knew it was somewhere close to kolpetty..so I got on a 100 route bus and headed for kolpetty...I saw her institute infront of a huge poster of shahruk taking a phone call..so i got down and waited outside..the time was 12.35..lot more time to wait..and it was kinda awkward..but i managed to slip out of the glimpses..and then at once out of nowhere bunch of my friends show up..and then they ask 'aaah umba moko methana' and stuff..i had no idea what to say..i shaped them and they left..thank god!!

then it was 1.10..few girls were coming out of the institute..at that point i wondered whether i would recognize her..but i think i just had to look for the prettiest girl to walk out the door..anyways after some time..a girl did walked out..i didnt see her face..but my heart was beating so loud i heard it say..'thats her'...

she started walking towards kolpetty..i caught up to her and just started looking at her face..and then she recognized me..and my god!! what a sight!! no structured modeling could have made up that pretty smile ..the feeling I had in that instance was unexplainable..a feeling of victory...her hair was flowing like the dunhinda..and she had the most appealing perfume on..she was just IT!! she was soo shy..she covered her smile with her hands and was looking down..oh yes..this is what i've wanted so long to someone and pretty as that.. and my dream had come true..

I spoke something..now i cant remember what that was even..but i know it made her smile even more..It took sometime for me regain consciousness to realize i was walking along side her..something that i had dreamed since i was 16..to walk along with the prettiest girl..I asked her a few questions and she wasnt exactly responding..but i knew she was scared..good scared...then after a very dull but anxious walk, we reached kolpetty junction some of my best buddies were returning to the cima class after a carnival ice cream..and i told her to go along otherwise if they see..its not good..

After explaining to them that I had to go..I managed to get on the bus she had gotten into..luckily we were both taking the same route..when I got on the bus i saw there was an empty seat next to her..YES!! thank u!! and i went to her..'poddak ehata wenna'..and she was just so stern 'no'..i tried to convince her but..all in vain..I had a lot of things to say to her..its not easy when you have to turn your head around to talk to her as i had to sit in the seat infront of her..I asked a few silly questions and i realized that I didnt have any topic to talk to her about!! I was just wondering what she must be thinking..and I wanted to see her face..but I had to do a wierd turn inorder to do that..so I just stayed the way I was...

I had a poem..and also a really long crappy note to her..I knew if I gave it to her, it would be a big mess up..it was lame!! I must be listening to too much Norah Jones..anyway..after the bus jolted its way to rajagiriya I had to get off..I turned around and took a mental picture of her..She said this was our first and last meeting..I didn't respond..because I knew deep inside we are going to meet many times more...

So thats that..I just cant put the feeling I have for her to words..I hope she understand my feeling towards her..because I just cant keep her out of my head..everything I do connects to her..maybe its special..its the thing you have been dreaming of for long time....to see an angel :)